I realize that I really did a number on myself. Here I am once again trying to get it right.
I know what to do but why is it so hard. I am so tired of myself at this point.
I have faith but taking action and staying consistent is the hardest thing for me to do. I feel like I’m constantly playing catch up and going upstream. I’m alway overwhelmed and scattered.
I decided that I’m just going to be gentle with myself and make sure that I’m getting better at keeping my promise to myself daily.
I will build myself up to being fully consistent. I will hold myself accountable but I will not punish myself for it.
One step at a time and enjoy the journey!
You’ve got this, Elita! Ask Subby questions like, “What do I need to do next?” and “How can I be consistent?”, and it will help you with the answers.
That is the OLD BLUEPRINT fighting against you, keep aware with the watchman at the gate and keep chipping away, you got this Elita!